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why tumblr will be gone but not really

active tumblrs will be set to private or maybe password only. I am no longer on tumblr but have moved my entire tumblr to here so everything is here now. posts will continue normally and will work to make everything more accessible and easy to view.

I just ran out of fun and magic juice on tumblr and social media. I used to be so busy and had so many ideas and plans. I’ve never put myself out there before and couldn’t believe anyone cared about the stuff I found or did. It was giving me life at one time. The thing is, my love for mcr is plentiful and constantly evolving because I always find something that needs a closer look.

The social aspect of online mcr though is something funny. I didn’t do any social media for like 8 years. I don’t have a facebook or any of that and always made accounts out of obligation bc my family wanted me to have one. unfortunately it’s very important to mcr fans to have other people know how much they love mcr. it’s something worth changing your life over for a lot of people obv myself. mcr has always come up in my life at similar circumstances. it was my power since I was a kid and I know it’s not “cool” or whatever but I have always lent so much of my identity to them. It’s enormous. Sometimes I feel compelled that no one gets how much I love mcr. I think this is common. So I guess that’s what I was trying to prove? I was trying to make an mcr fansite that you could spend time and find a reasonable amount of mcr to experience. what kind of conversations could we have if we all had a resource for seeing/hearing it all. it’s an expression of love to me. it’s stories that should be told. even if it’s a 2005 gif of a skeleton moonwalking.

i’m so sorry but if you tag projekt revolution as 2006 or don’t know all the members names even, i’m not going to judge and shame you and measure you up to see if your worthy of being an mcr fan. this is where I drew the line and said maybe I can set a good example. maybe others will see “ok this person knows a lot about mcr, but they’re not a big asshole about it” and other people would consider idk.. not bullying other mcr fans over what they ship or some irrelevant personal choice

that is entirely irrelevant and unrelated to that person’s ability to be an mcr fan. all you have to do is like one song. everyone should be able to be a fan in whatever insane way they want (within reason and respect to mcr) without droves of mcr fans dying to make them feel unwelcome. as long as they aren’t hating on mcr or mcr fans, I think their list of rules for being an mcr fan ends there. this is how the world outside the gate works.

also it is 1000% free to exchange information with someone neutrally. you don’t even have to be nice just neutral. you can correct someone in a neutral way. even if they post ai and repost people gifs I don’t understand why people have to treat them like a bad person when the reality is. your moral judgments of someone are completely unsolicited and no one asked you in most cases. people act like they’re mad when they really just want someone to take their anger out on. and they attach virtue to that and reward themselves for their ethics.

I know it’s a cliche but think for one second how you would like it if you felt you couldn’t post freely from your own blog without mcr people suddenly pretending they’re an authority figure in your life. but I guess I know why. people live hard lives with hard jobs with hard personal lives. a lot of people out there in their own personal prisons.

and they go online and ruin mcr. and I guess I’m bitter because it’s stopping me from participating in the community because I need a cleanse from society of it all. The reasons for leaving social media in the past have been related to my bipolar and it’s very much the case right now. I feel really intensely about this.

I am so lucky to have found amazing friends who accepted me and can talk to them on discord thank fuck. And I hope tumblr followers and mutual friends who would want to, enjoy my tumblr here instead. it’s already fully integrated and the posts will continue exactly the same. still working that out as you can see. and collapseintonever I will find a way to get in contact with you or email me at [email protected]. all other pressing issues/site [email protected]

for now the site in general is a very wip from where I want it to be but with me leaving tumblr I will be putting all that energy here instead. for this to be my mcr place for other people like myself who maybe aren’t cut out for all that abuse. some of us have mental illness and just want to chill instead of putting each other down. I have big unattainable kanye like dreams for this website so who knows.