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Here’s what “joyriding. (demo)” looked like on soundcloud on September 14th, 2013. (X)

Uploaded to the site on August 6th, 2013 with a coinciding post to the website:

8.6.13
today…

hi…so today i ended up having a very nice conversation about music and other things with Sam Coare from Kerrang! magazine. after i got off the phone i went down into my basement and wrote this song. Sam and i had talked about inspiration and creativity, and i told him i go through periods of making things and then a week later hating everything i’ve made and destroying it all. i told him i’d like to try and experiment with creating something and releasing it before i have a chance to hate myself for making it. so when i wrote this song it almost seemed like a dare…

joyriding. (demo)

i’m not sure what they said, but if it’s true i’ll bet

it’s just one more thing i’ll regret.

i hate my weaknesses, they made me who i am.

‘yea it’s cool i’ll be ok’

as i felt your pain wash over me, so i dry your eyes and hide my shakes

because i hate that look that’s on your face.

these things inside my head, they never make much sense.

so i wouldn’t hold my breath…

i hope i die before they save my soul.

‘yea it’s cool i’ll be ok’

as i felt your pain wash over me, so i dry your eyes and hide my shakes

because i hate that look that’s on your face.

don’t hang up, because i don’t have anyone left here

don’t give up, don’t hang on to anything i’ve said.

i hate my weaknesses, they made me who i am

it makes no difference, i’m insignificant.

‘yea it’s cool i’ll be ok’

as i felt your pain wash over me, so i dry your eyes and hide my shakes

because i hate that look that’s on your face

and this is not the end for us.

-2013 frnkiero

(there was an embed of the song after this which is gone from soundcloud, but have a video or that picture of frank is here)

for @abrandnewshadow

OMG ty love the joyriding origins!!!